Look, I totally hear you. It’s so difficult to enjoy your womanhood, to be peaceful with yourself when something on your body is reminding you, especially whenever you attempt to penetrate that “you’re a failure”, “you’re not complete”, “you are not whole”, “you’re not a complete woman, yet!” then following feeling were coming like desperateness, hopelessness, shame, embarrassment etc. This is a growing cycle as long as you are not aware of this connection, then